As Expected, Today went no where. the only thing gained was we now understand each other, all the cards are on the table.... and you've played you're hand... I have not played all of mine... but i do know this.. I have nothing to fear from any of your so called surprises, there's nothing left for you to make me fear.... you are as transparent now as you are even going to be and we know the lay of the land... you will lose. I didn't need to hear you lying, but the cadence in your voice not only showed that you were afraid of the process but you are afraid of me.. so afraid that you are willing to lie to accomplish your own selfish wants and needs....The only thing that has changed in your character is that you know that you are losing and have changed tactics to appear more sympathetic to accomplish your own twisted desires. that story will unravel in court, 5 fucking years and you can't keep your story straight, so at the end of the game why not invent a new one.... the only thing that bother's me is the fact you have continued to lay this at his feet rather then your own. typical, why accept responsibility for anything, I would never expect that from you.. But you will have to realize one day he will realize the truth and every shred, every document will be provided to him for him to make his own decision. I don't want to be you on that day of judgement, the only one at this point that is ever really going to matter.. it's never been about you and I, it's always been about him, I've said before and I'll say it again, If he hates me Fine.... but I'm not the only one he's going to grow up to hate.. and the blame for that, will always lie on you, Not me. The only thing i want him to know is that i never, ever gave up fighting for him, even when things were at their darkest. The rest he will likely discover for himself.
Current Mood: Determined.
My demons are fate’s way of telling me I won’t escape unscathed.
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