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Nocturnal Admissions.


How ironic is it that in the same month in 2010 i am being pulled away from my job and back into the arms of a waiting loved one who for me the fire has long gone out because of her actions, but she's the nostalgic one when she's simply grown too fucking old for anyone else to ever really want the family and the whole situation agian, maybe I'm old and maybe I'm bitter but entertaining that idea at this late stage in the game after my life has been destroyed over and over agian by this woman, it's always in the fall that she get's lonely and needs someone but i don't see any lasting clarity, it'll always end the same a big fight over something stupid, or her behavior willl get us in trouble and I'll have to get into a fight and be the protective one and then she'll resent it and we'll be done agian, sorry Alice, but this is a trip down the rabbit hole I'm not taking.

Current Mood: Tired.
Current Music: Animal, Def Leppard.
The Red Queen: It is far better to be feared than loved

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