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It's Halloween


it's was awesome to spend last night with my son trick and treating, the fact that both of us had Costumes on made it even better, i pikced up a last minute darth vader costume to go with his Batman costume, he got a real kick out of going trick or treating this year with me so i am going to attempt every year to do the same thing, it's about the little memoruies that get shared and Daddy dressing up like one of his action figures come to life is probaly going to end up pretty high on the list, it is nice to see that we are getting better at this co-parenting thing, I was at the house for the first time in almost 6 years, I really think that things may change in the near future but not on my end, I'm happy here doing what I'm doing If a better idea comes along so be it... but right now I am satisfied.

Current Mood: Happy.
The force is with you, young Skywalker, but you are not a Jedi yet

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