this is a weird sensation, the lack of drive or feeling for anything, I really think it's time for me to move on but to what and where? I see absolutley nothing at my current employer that entices me to stay with them except a night shift that it's constantly the same over and over agian and i don't feel anything but judged for being difrent and not completely the societal norm they expect me to be, I am an artist and I have other ways of expressing myuself, If i wanted to be trapped in a dead end job for minuimim wage that is going nowhere i could always work at harveys, I'm frustrated and bored and i need something new in my life... Even reaching out to faint hope of the former partner who is merely playing mindgames to get what she wants out of life, I don't care enough to follow her into the abyss either, I am looking for a change too, but i'm doing it for myself not for any chance of reconcilation or any type of hopeless dream.
Current Mood: Frustrated.
The longer you stay in one place, the greater your chances of disillusionment.
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