Hitting brick walls and unresponsive phone calls should not be my fate... I've done nothing wrong and the raving lunatic rantings of a mad woman full of jealousy that i can get by with my life without her is all this shit is based on, of course it certainly seems enough to destroy me as well, forget about the fact that it's been a decade since this nonsense started...I feel like a soldier in a war zone, during a time of calm, knowing that at any minute the bullets will start flying again, and i have already suffered too many losses because of this nonsense, it's one thing when i don't give a damn about my job, but there have always been reasons for that, this employer didn't have me going into work for 2 1/2 years out of any sense of loyalty it was simply because it was convenient and close and a paycheck, when push came to shove they didn't have any loyalty to me, nor should I have any towards them, when the lawyer finally get's involved I'm going to make sure he does a little digging into my character as it's corresponds to work, which is something right now people are conveniently forgetting, One Hundred Thousand owed to the government is not something i can easily forget... This is my career that she's attempting to destroy, even more than that she is trying to destroy a relationship that means more to me than anything in the world, but she knows that one day he's going to turn on her and become even more like me than he already is.. there is no point fighting wars and battles i can't win, but this one is one I will never back down from, no matter how nasty it becomes or how much mudslinging from any party... It's easier to run but i don't have a flee response anywhere in my body, especially not my backbone.Current Mood: Determined, Annoyed.
God will not look you over for medals, degrees, or diplomas, but for scars.
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