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No Remorse.

Why would I be expected to show remorse for my actions when one is maintaining that this is an attack and that i am innocent? that child is my entire fucking life, why would i ever fucking harm him? i refuse to plead anything but innocent and this is never going to be fucking over as long as I draw breath, she'll have to kill me first. the hypocrisy is ridiculous but if anything every action, every move, all my education, all my experience in this life has prepared me for this unfortunate lie... I have the tools to fight long and hard... and i plan on using them, i know how to match move for move both my ex wife and the Child thieves who merely assisted in destroying me according to my ex's devious plans... I Have nothing to feel remorseful about and I refuse to even consider the ridiculous notion. I shouldn't be sitting around brooding on this shit, but of course being the introspective person i am i analyze every fucking chess move until checkmate, right now it's just a stalemate but at the moment all i want to do is smash the fucking playing field and destroy lives, I'll start with hers the same way she's fucking taken mine away.

Current Mood: Angry.
Current Music: Spend some time, Eminem.
I cannot show remorse because I do not believe I am guilty.

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