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War V: The End Begins.

Finally some good news comes in the way of some paperwork and I can begin dealing with the family law aspects of this fucking nonsense instead of sitting at home brooding, stewing and feeling sorry for myself, There's only one person causing all this pain and she knows exactly who she is, as soon as i get this in front of a lawyer and in front of a judge her little house of cards is going to collapse and she is going to be shown for the bullshit liar she is.. It's time for me to go back to having a normal life and having a good summer, you can't destroy me, you can try but every time you try and break me down, i might fall but then i get the fuck back up, stronger than before, less trusting, more aware, i know how evil you can be, why should I expect anything less?

Current Mood: Determined.
War is a series of catastrophes that results in a victory.
How can she be truthful when everything she is, is a lie?

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