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The Pass 2020.


Maybe this is where I make my final stand, maybe this is where I prove to my son the kinda man I truly am. I don't back down from a fight esp. Not one for him, I have lost the will to fight but I will fucking find it for him.

Even it's the last fucking thing I do.

I have always had an endgame here. The fact that old feelings that do matter have been awakened are also there is important.

I have options, England, Windsor, Calgary. I'm still here waiting. There is a reason for that. I'd never go that fucking far from my family and you goddamn know it. Me going to Windsor in the first place caused all this anyways. I don't have many good memories from my time there. I barely succeeded in university and it wasnt worth being that far away from you. I'm sorry for being so stubborn and bullheaded. I should have stayed a year for you. I loved you enough to. I love you enough to now.

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