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Stripped....

Now it's your fucking turn to be broken down and be revealed at your core. I already have.. and I showed that I have nothing to hide. I never did... can you say the same thing? It's time for you to be broken down and examined the game is afoot and there is nothing you can do about it... you trust the system to always protect you and your intrests but for once that won't be happening because it's not about your intrests... it's about the best Intrests of that child... and hopefully once everything is said and done you will be proven, it's interesting how the first person in any of this to visit my home shows up early while i am shaving..talk about being vunerable, but i was honest and i was truthful... i doubt that you will be.. it's time for you to broken down.. it's time for you to be exposed to your very core... I had to.. you're turn... i hope it's fun for you to squirm...

Current Mood: Determined.
Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before - it takes something from him.

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