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Rise Of The Red Skull.

It is interesting How I don't let you occupy space in my mind anymore, I didn't even notice the date today until i was doing something else that referenced it.. that's how deeply I hate you, you are a Nonentity in my life, a Nothing, a never was.. I see thru you at the person I am and always will be....You are Part of my past and that's where you'll stay.. Locked in a prison of your own delusions...I don't need to remeber trivial little things like your birthday anymore they are of no consequence to my life.. Court dates yes... but i hope as you continue your death march onto forty that you are satisfied with the ruins of your life and what you've destroyed and what you've accomplished... If for nothing else.. my accomplishments stand on their own they are the one thing you could never destroy.... Just like you can never and will Never Destroy me.

Current Mood: Annoyed.
The pain of a lifetime—every scrape, illness, and bruise—condensed into a single moment.

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