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The Show Must Go On

I look around and I see the fact that My life is not as it should be again, I've barely been home 48 hours and The only things that give me peace is holding on to the fact that their are options out there and their are places i can go to achieve peace in both mind, body and soul... I can't tell you how bothered I am when walking around to see camp troops from Huntington park walking around the neighborhood and reminding myself this is the second summer that's been taken away... The truth is that should be my son going to camp, going swimming, going on field trips, But at the current moment that's being denied.. that's ok.. every sacrifice, every battle along this road will have been worth it.. because at the end of the day...It will have been worth It.. for Him and For Him ALone.... One day thing's will get back to normal...The Show Must Go On

Current Mood: Determined.
The best manner of avenging ourselves is by not resembling him who has injured us.

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