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The Ninth Circle Of Hell.

Predictably, without a doubt the System Fails again, November is my next court date... Can the wheels on this bus stall any more? the last week all the positive energy that I had received from my life has been torn from my fucking bones. only anger remains against my betrayer and the ones that assisted that betrayal, from her I am not surprised but the fact that it was a concentrated effort assisted by the state and now when their stories do not match and their games are falling apart does it become clear that They will not allow me to win because IF I win and prove them all fucking wrong.. this they cannot allow... so they stall, they play games, they don't allow a man to have his freedom, because without freedom one is dead.. It's about the game, it's what funds the system, why make a decision or have the wheels of justice move any faster when you can stick something in the wheel and make it grind to a halt... I'm used to the stall tactics, I'm used to the fact that If something can be avoided it will be avoided for as long as humanly and legally possible... I will be looking down from the seventh Circle of my Violent Hell... while you are in the Ninth Circle.... I am sure you know exactly what that hole is reserved for.

Current Mood: Angry.
I want you to remember my hand at your throat. I want you to remember the one man who beat you.

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