I am blessed with a support system that Is larger than I want to admit some times and I have Family and friends that Will stand with me against the pits of hell, even tho I usually choose to go it alone so no else get's hurt... I am more focused than ever... If you rip out a man's heart and soul he will travel thru hell to get it back, I am more prepared than ever for that task.... I just wish I was feeling so damn Old. I Have seen Hell Twice before it is not a place i wish to return to or have him experience ever. I will make it so that my heart can never be ripped out of the Bones of my back Once again, the slow Knifes hilt is buried so deep inside of me it has become a part of me just like the bleeding, but I use it as pure Nightmare fuel, to do what's right.. Not for revenge... and that's the difference between you and me.. I am stronger in silence than you can ever be With your Yelling and screaming, Checkmate.
Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music: The Fight Song, Marilyn Manson
Not a lot of people know what it feels like to be angry, in your bones. I mean, they understand, foster parents, everybody understands, for awhile. Then they want the angry little kid to do something he knows he can't do, move on. So after awhile they stop understanding. They send the angry kid to a boys home. I figured it out too late. You gotta learn to hide the anger, practice smiling in the mirror. It's like putting on a mask.
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