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Kingdom Come

I could do this, I could move back here and have a peaceful little life starting over and quiet the noises in my head... It would be very easy to walk away and embrace everything that I am both here and In windsor.. My mind is a lot quiter here but there is that factor.. that this is not my life.. this has never been my life and until my life is returned to me I have to follow the path I'm On...once that is said and done and the nightmare is out behind me I can them consider moving on.. choosing to move forward or fall behind it will all be up to me... but before I can do that.. I have to deal with the reality of the present.. i do not like the prospect of going back to my apartment in hamilton and I have forund something in myself this summer i think I felt I had lost.. hopefully going back to my regular life will not dull the edge and I won't become someone who exsists just to keep on living but you know what.. their are options out there... If i need, when I want to... If i have to... I can leave.

Current Mood: Tired.
Only the weak succumb to brutality.

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