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The Unforgiving

Things are coming together and soon the battle will be brought to the forefront... the easiest way to battle fucking lies is to arm yourself and surround yourself with the truth. another chess piece was returned to the board today and i will confirm another one before weeks end.. it's time to play the game.. it's time to win...I can finally see the fucking light at the end of the tunnel in all this darkness. I will win, I will be able to change the situation and change direction in my life and have control again, something I was never willing to let go of anyways.. No One ever has been able to control me No one ever will.. I'm too strong headed the best you could have ever hoped for was a fucking Leash on me and that child....but i will teach him my ethics and morals when i get him back and he will be stronger for it... One day when he's old enough I will sit down with him and tell him everything and you know what after that it will be His decision to hate you not mine... I'm not in this for revenge.. that's the difference between you and I, I can't Forgive.... I won't forget... but there is no malicious intent No drive for revenge from my soul.

Current Mood: Determined.
We must act now, to choke the life out of evil. Please hear my plea!

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