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Escalation III...Revenge.

I am Fucking done with being bullied by the fucking cunt who I have done nothing to fucking help with her life, I regret moving in, and I am feeling the stab in the fucking back.... I am expecting to have things stolen from me... and Being bullied by both her and the fucking police officer on three occasions, especially after this fucking cunt has the balls to assualt me? The only thing that kept me from responding in fucking kind is the fact i don't hit women and i am the better fucking man for it... but i am vengeful man and I will deal with you as much as i fucking can... there are ways to make your life the same hell you are making mine.. and I am vengeful, you have made my life a fucking misery this last week and I have enough to fucking deal with, this is fucking bullshit... i'm surprised i'm not cutting my fucking wrists right now... that's how i feel.. and the fact that family is trying to help but is also putting me in a situation where my back is up agianst the wall and i havent ate in a day even tho i have food at my former home because i tried to make a good decision as a result of this bullshit..i'm being taken advantage of... I'm supposed to be strong and just fight... the only goddamn thing i've done all my fucking life.. Fight... i made a decision to take care of my responsibilties to my child and I got fucked over because of it.. Now i might lose fucking everything... because of a vengeful person who does nothing but fucking destroy everything in her fucking life... I am done.... I am not going to be bullied.. i'll get my shit out and i'll be fucking done... but when i am done... i will make sure that the fact i lived there and the repercussions of your actions are felt... i am fucking suprised i am not cutting open my wrists right now.. I have done nothing fucking wrong other than being assualted.. and all i did was try to not esclate the situtation... of course I do have fire and I do have a match and I will be using them once i get my stuff out of the apartment.. there are places i am willing to go to survive and even more places i am willing to go to destroy someone. revenge is part of my volcabulary and if you do not think that i will involve the people that i can involve I don't think you know me very well. i am sick of this i did nothing wrong and now i am being punished by a scam artist bitch who plays games and plays the i am victim, there are ways of dealing with that, but i am sick of sitting here brooding homeless because of some bitch...

Current Mood: Depressed, Angry.
If you get upset when the toast burns, what are you going to do when your house burns down?

The worst-tempered people I've ever met were people who knew they were wrong.

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