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Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Nothing like going out with my buddies for an early morning adventure to see a classic movie on the big screen at Devonshire mall, there are so many little things that i had forgotten I'd enjoyed living up here in Windsor, of course this morning was definable the first time i really felt a little sad as in an ideal world my little man would have been beside me shouting Cowabunga!!!! and enjoying the movie and we'd be visiting friends on vacation, rather than me taking a month off the grid in Hamilton to get my head together, and try and remember what a normal life was like.... the last time i posted about ninja turtles was a happy moment... this one should have been as well... and it fucking sucks that someone else has taken the happy little memories away from me... but you know what... one day soon.. that will change... and if it doesn't I go down fighting, Like always.

Current Mood: Sad.
All fathers care for their sons.

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