I'm back Bitches.... batteries are recharged and I feel ready to take on the world.... the fact i get a little added extended vacation out of the deal helps too as there is really no reason that i need to ever be heading home at this point, the nomadic lifestyle is easy and it suits me but the reality is I have to make some concrete plans for my life and future and use the forward momentum from this last month and the way i'm feeling to enact some real change instead of just saying I'm going to do something, the chess pieces have to be carefully places, the pawns placed and sacrificed and every move has to count, No more acting on Impulse like I am usually prone to do it's time to be the destructive force that has been my life and channel that energy into positive things again... I am good person and I did not deserve any of the last year... I can't belive it took the last month to realize how much of a person I am and while a part of my soul is missing and most of what i define myself as is gone.. there are other things that make me.. ME!!!! and i learned and realized that while i was gone....
Current Mood: Determined.
People often say that this or that person has not yet found himself. But the self is not something one finds, it is something one creates.
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