Another day and my epic trip is over, And i have learned that while this place feels like home, and things have changed here but not so much that i could not return if i chose to, my freinds are my freinds and the people here wherever i may go are always going to be around and always going to stand by me.. there's a few that may have fell by the wayside but my good freinds will always be there, no matter if they are here, hamilton, brantford or wherever, it's about who supports you and has your back and that's all that's fucking important, will i miss the freedom and the anyoninty that i have here that I no longer have down In the other end of the world, sure, but you know what, the last couple days all I have talked about is my life back home and my child and how important that is to me.. it's time to go back, batteries recharged and finish the battle... i have accomplished once agian what i set out to do here and have a few ideas of where the future could tell me, so unlike how i was feeling before locked into a particular path... which i had had the feeling of for years.... even before all of the nonsense with work and my personal life... now I know that their are divergent paths and that I have options, what's left for me is to explore all of them, this was my life up here... It isn't anymore... for the moment.
Current Mood: Determined.
What you have become is the price you paid to get what you used to want.
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