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Back In The Day.....

I led an Interesting life here, and cannot wait to get back to it.... this vacation has been awesome and it's been more of a just go home for a month and see if anything has changed..... nothing has changed..My friends that matter are still here.... the places that i loved hanging out in that are still standing are still here... and the world i left is the one I remember... this place, this neighborhood is home.. there's only one thing missing and i wish i could share my happiness with him, but even new friends that are mostly awesome make this so worthwhile to be here, Windsor is such a happier state of mind for me... i wish i could stay forever but as the time clicks down i am aware that there is an exit strategy once again... I remember why I left, but those reasons save one these days are so petty.It's Time for me to remeber Exactly who the Hell I was agian.... I've done that this month...

Current Mood: Happy.
Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.

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