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Excommunicated


I don’t care who you are. If you disrespect me or especially someone innocent I care about I will cut you out of my life, relationships and friendships full fucking stop. I don’t care who the fuck you are. I’m about me.


The fact that someone had to suffer a little bit today because someone else played games frustrates me. The fact we were mocked for it has me seriously re-evaluating a friendship again. I forgive a lot of stupidity when it’s just me but when you are malicious even in ignorance to the absolute closest of my inner circle. An inner circle up until today I thought one of you two clowns belonged to. I have to consider how much I believe that after today. 


That being said the other idiot? This is not the first time. And not the first time you’ve placed him in the fucking crosshairs by you’re stupid behaviours.


I simply do not need people like you in my life. You have been excommunicated. Give you’re catholic with a gigantic forehead you should understand that.


See ya.


Current mood: Pissed Off.


I'm so old now. I used to have so much mercy. You get one warning. That was it.



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