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Holy Wars…The Punishment Due

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The patience level is currently at zero... i am not pleased and it is time for some legitamate change with the idiotic assholes from brantford who are making their living on the backs of the poor, downtrodden and mentally ill without providing decent services to anyone, i am getting to a point where i was actually thinking about calling some people about the agency and how it's run esp. with information i know about how both clients and employees are treated. i am as sick of the Inmate running the Asylum mentality there as i was a few months ago but at this point I have some legal leverage and considering the umpeeth fucking time i am getting bullshit from them but with a freindly smile i am thinking it is now time for some more decisive action... i have no more patience for this idiots... i was better off unemployed last summer...i mean i gave up 6 months of weekends with my buitiful baby boy to deal with crackheads and sinners and office bullshit and this is how i'm repaid... we'll i can't say i didn't always expect it to be coming.... Loyalty is for the stupid.



Current mood: Annoyed by their Bueracracy

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