Battle Lines are Drawn...

Sick of sitting around and waiting, it's time to take the fight to the very same people that are not doing anything except propagating the Nonsense in my life, I have some serious things i can use to fight back, and i think that it's time for me to start using some of the information and abilities in my possession to start to take the battle back to them, I Should not be sitting home alone this father's day weekend, and it's time to make these people be accountable for their actions, this effects my life, my employment, my entire mental health, It's not even about me.. but when do these people realize they are doing more harm than good? OH yeah that's right.. they are always right.. and I'm Just a Group Home Kid I have No rights, 2 and a half years of past employment, 10 years in the field, numerous references, A million Incident reports to Niagara and the fact that Toronto actually supported me in my carreer goals should come into play, you would think that some of these things should matter, well if they are being ignored, it's time to introduce these things into play.. This Nonsense has to end I need to go back to having a normal life.

Current Mood: Angry.
Current Music: Harvester Of Sorrow, Metallica.
In war, truth is the first casualty.

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Cowabunga.

Back to the job search i go... not really anything to do right now but play turtles smash up and watch tv so i decided to wander downtown and look for a job. I am feeling really good at the moment and trying to ride this positive feeling as long as it lasts and not let anything get me down. Current Mood: Positive. Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another.

Respite on the Spitalfeilds.

I get to hurt, that’s my curse. I feel everything. And it never goes away. It doesn’t matter if it’s peace of strife. I always miss him. He’s always there buried not so deep inside. Along side that in my heart lies hope. But right now, the price is simply too high to have him in my life. I’m not good with authority or conditions. And attempting controlling me has very negative conquences. So yeah, I’ll be here waiting. I should not hurt this much. Or be this sad. But it’s a fucking pain that never goes away except when it is replaced by anger. And I’m trying to fight that emotion off because bad things happen when I’m angry. And thats my secret Cap, I’m always angry. It’s what controls the hulk inside me from taking out an entire city block. I deserved better. This wasn’t the life I was promised. This is for sure not the life I promised my son. That was taken away from me. I’m not to blame. But I’ll be damned if suffers like an adult the way I had to. I will always be here b...

The Sinner.

I make no Bones that I’m a bad person, and I’m someone who has made mistakes. I take pride in being the bad guy, the villain and most of all a willing sinner. I will take full responsibility for all the things I have done. It’s the one thing I didn’t do I was convicted on. But that was my choice, when I make the gates of St. Peter or the gates of hell I can be judged. After all I have a throne waiting. I hold no illusions as to where I’m headed. The thing is people like you will join me there. I’ll see you on the seventh layer reserved for betrayers. The sad part is that if you remained a fucking ghost I would not have had an issue with you. But you had to make it fucking personal. Father Time has a long memory, and I don’t forget anything. You have some serious skeletons rattling in your closet and I can destroy you. I’m already dead, I’ve already been killed. One shot, Boom. Children’s aid won. Nothing you or anyone else can do, can hurt me. You can only hurt those I care about. And ...

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