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Money Inc.

I'm not sure who is lying to me at this point re: employment but i think it's time i start making some fucking calls and finding out and confronting the lies and bullshit nonsense of my employer, If what i suspect is true then on top of everything else, the issues going to end up involving the labor board, Someone at the end of the line has to tell me whats going on...One of the biggest things bothering me is a comment made by management when i asked for a reference during this nonsense and i was refused, but i got told that this thing is almost done,which means they are basically washing there hands of me anyways, because after the vacation pay and the record of employment there's not too much needed for them to provide me with, but they need to be able to provide answers and references, i am owed that. I would not be asking for a fucking reference if it wasn't fucking relevant right now..I don't trust anyone, but you would think 2 and a half years working for the company would give me some fucking answers instead of evasive bullshit.. I'm going to call them on it, and then deal with whoever directly that needs to answer for this nonsense, Of course if it ends up in fact being my employer, it's the last straw and the last breach of trust they will inflict.. I'm sick of that organization being about money for the management and not about the kids, and it's become very clear to me over the years that care comes after the monetary aspect of the organization, not surprised really, but i will get some fucking answers, there are too many fucking things going on with my life for me not to have some direct answers from my employer.... but the other things are going to end and soon. the system hasn't changed much in twenty years, remind me again why I wanted to be in this field and make the same minimum wage and have the same kind of job security i could have working at McDonald's? Actually If i was at McDonald's i wouldn't have been laid off over bullshit twice....

Current Mood: Angry.
Current Music: Type O Negative, Life Is killing me.

If falsehood, like truth, had but one face, we would be more on equal terms. For we would consider the contrary of what the liar said to be certain. But the opposite of truth has a hundred thousand faces and an infinite field.

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