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The Shortest Straw VII

A mediocre person tells. A good person explains. A superior person demonstrates. A great person inspires others to see for themselves..

My Friendship and support isn't fucking free, and I'm getting sick of people that are supposedly supportive in my life only around when they need or fucking want something from me, I'm going into the fucking challenge of my goddamn life, and i don't need the distraction from selfish fucking people who show there true colors the minute anything is fucking asked from them. I just sacrificed a week and I'm not terribly happy about it. there is a reason i choose my battles wisely and when i see others around me that frustrate me because i don't have patience for, it makes it real fucking easy to withdraw from everyone, Only those that are truly important should be the ones I'm fucking focusing on, especially at this late stage, the rest of them fuck em. Deep down I'm Not a nice Person and when push comes to shove I'm going to protect my own and not be there for others who are just taking advantage. you place Me in the fucking cross hairs and I'm not going to easily forget that.

Current Mood: Unappreciated.
Current Music: bad meets Evil, Welcome to Hell.

Fuck all you fair-weather friends, all I need is him

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