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Terminated 2: Judgement Day.



what kind of fucking assholes temrinates someone without any real excuse given, no written warning and on the holidays? esp. after said person as just worked the bulk of them unsupervised with express orders not to contact management over said holidays??Did i mention this was done over the phone?

fucking goofs, i don't miss my job, i had my misgivings from the start and i am trying to retain some of the positive momentuem i had from this morning going into my day because the one thing that means anything in my life is my son and he's here.. but after the disgusting bullshit and the way i have been treated i think they are aware that i was always one shift away from quitting, and management there is a fucking joke anyways. i better get my new year stats and all of my vaca pay, i am not amused. i am mulling over more drastic action but i think i need to speak to an impartial employment person or a lawyer first, i am glad this means my weekends are back to normal, and to be totally fucking honest i miss my weekends. this job was making people around me miserable and making me miserable so i'm glad it's done. i have higher prioritys than to be a night auditor for a poorly run shelter, i could do the same job in a hotel in niagara falls and have been offered said poition before. it's amazing that they pull this shit on the holidays when they rake in so much money of the generosity of others during the season.( a bell every five fucking feet in jackson square.) i will tell you something that's the last time me or anyone around me decides to fucking donate to those cocksuckers, i will guarentee you of that. but what kind of asshole decides to ruin a man's holiday by not waiting to tell him he's fired until the friday before the saturday he's back on shift, ah yes, i recognize the level of unintelligence and courtesy i am dealing with. and i remeber the 18 hour shift from 2 weeks ago so he could go home and have time off because he's a crybaby and can't tough out the shift. and it's not like they weren't calling me yesterday because they have a skeleton crew and needed me to cover the shift because someone was sick.. what kind of idiot management has only one real cover person for a graveyard shift? but whateverr, this wasn't unexpected, maybe i'll decide to work temps for a while and go get a job in the tourism industry and take care of me and mine for the moment fuck this shit about being a bleeding heart liberal and caring about others, cuz to be quitew frank i don't. i have my own to concern myself with... and that's all that's important.

anyways maybe this is for the best and maybe i can salvage some of the goodwill towards men i had getting up this morning and enjoy the rest of my week and my contuined weekends with my buitiful son something i won't be making a second decision to scarafice agian,

it never sat well with me in the first place but i rationilzed it away saying at least it's a fuckin job and i'll be taking care of him and myself better finaccally and it might be something that resembled social work, social work my ass. i'd rather have my son sleeping in his bed on a saturday night and hanging out than dealing with some fucking drunk or crackhead or dope dealer that doesn't want to pay his rent. highly stressful bullshit underpaid over qualified job, you won't be missed.

the saddest part is he probaly thinks he accompalisehed something by canning me so other insurgents amongst the staff by coming down hard on the rookie member from the previous administration but then agian he has no clue about how to do his job, after all he used to do my job before religous politicking got him a management position. there's a reason they've run that place into the ground and i'm not it. it will be interesting to see if I sue, of course the saddest part about all that is i'm not really all that interested, a phone call to brantford OW and the Food service safety board might accomplish the same thing a lawsuit would it's not like they ever paid me more than some idiot on ODSP makes... well they did but i had to work like a slave for unannouced overtime... fuck even the new Idiot took advantage of me buy being late. .. but this blog will be well over 5000 pages if i go on and on...

all this being said i'm glad the Brantford Expeiriment is over before it really got started it's a nice place to visit but i would not want to live here, I wonder if people might understand that now.

i just had to blow some steam so it wouldnt affect those around me and esp. him.
there will be a reckoning day for someone and somewhere but i can't really tell you if i have the drive or interestt anymore to care to do it, just like everyone at work says... It's not my problem... but it will become someones.

current mood: i'm still Happy, fuck them, They can't take that away from me.

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