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Northern Wind.


There are still things to figure out but i am thinking i am going to be moving to the north end of hamilton. i have many reasons including the fact that it is across from one of the waterfront parks and i find peace there. i know the area and i feel comfortable there, i think at this point in my life comfort levels are very important too, my son needs somewhere safe and secure and long term to grow up with when he is with me and i am thinking this may be the best idea for the moment. he needs his own space as do I and i don't need the nonsense i am currently experincing, i work too damn hard at a sometimes stressful job to have nonsense over a small basement apartment. i need to arrange a few things but i am thinking this is the next evolutionary step in my life.....

Crystal world with winter flowers
Turns my day to frozen hours
Lying snowblind in the sun
Will my ice age ever come?

Current Mood: Hopeful

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