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Age of Extinction

This summer is the place for a lot of endings, including both of the things that have been my driving force for the last few years... one has served it's purpose and has been corrupted by greed and the sad fact that i'm not the kind of person that is at all forgiving when you take things from me without payment, esp. when it's me doing all the work and doing all the sacrifice. and the other simply needed to eventually end you can't fight a battle forever, you can however still try to stall using your deceptions all long as you can, go ahead... it gives me more fucking ammunition against you, it's your chess move, your epic fail. it saddens me that their have now been two transformer's movies and god knows how many toys i have sold that my son has never seen with me... the time will return for cool things.. but it's frustrating that certain things have to be the way that they are.. but it is time for everything to end, one way or another.. All battles have served there purpose but there has to be an ending.

Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music:Megadeth - How The Story Ends

I'm a soldier. I'm made for war. Your kind simply... are not.

Poison the wells and scorch the earth, everything slashed and burnt
You may not like it now, but this is how the story ends

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