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The System Has Failed, Agian

Watching and helping a friend deal with the fact the system has no accountability and a child had been lost makes me think I want to double my efforts to go back to work and make some change from behind the walls of the system. They are cutthroat cowards who need to be dealt with and I will stand behind my friends, even if I have idealogical and ethical differences with them. I know what's it's like to lose a child, the difference is there's a possibility however faint I may be able to get that child home, this little guy will never have that opportunity, he's been lost...thanks to Niagara family and children's services (see also Niagara children's aid, Niagara Falls and area Ontario child protective services.) and there twisted and corrupt decisions. Last night me and my partner did everything we could to help, some things transcend petty bullshit, some times you have to put all that aside to deal with what really matters. July 26, 2015 it was about standing there for the family and being supportive. The child protection racket in Ontario and the family courts here aren't flawed they are fucking broken and need to be replaced.

I helped because I could, not because of politics, not because of drama, not because of anything but because I was close by. Something's you just do all I could feel yesterday was sadness and darkness and I question god when asshole men like me are still alive that have lived good lives, and he takes little children back up to heaven, I question his existence when I know things like this could have been prevented but weren't. I flipped off a church in front of a child yesterday and I didn't regret the action but I had to tell that little girl why, the truth is I don't have faith and things like this only fucking confirm that god doesn't exsist. If and when he does I'm bringing an m60 and plenty of ammunition and he will be the one judged, not me, I have had enough of that in my world. I feel sorry for the little dude and more than that I am glad I came to offer support and more than that I'm glad I stayed as long as I possibly could.

The system needs to be fixed, completely. Not another child needs to die because of those useless pricks. This isn't the first child to die in care I've had some sort of personal connection to, but it's the first one this young, and given my own experiences with the system and the fact the so called authorities have failed to protect my son both then and now, and I know how I feel about that I cannot imagine how my friend is feeling. All I know is good or bad I will support him and his family as much as I can. No politics, no bullshit, no broadcasting my knowledge across social media, just supporting his family and him, period. I'm not being drawn into other peoples agendas or drama as a result of this either. It's not about that and the people making it about their personal agendas I want no association with.

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