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If You Seek Amy (F.U.C.K ME)


Love me hate me, say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me hate me, la la la, la la la

We are so not impressed by your current selfish actions, i have to work forty hours over the next two days and i have played fucking games for 2 weeks trying to reschedule days because your whims change on a fucking dime... you should think with your head and do what is right for our your son instead of thinking with my wallet and with your slutty whore open legs that you can't learn to close and you date losers... now your all alone and single and trying to xtert control over and trying to sabotage my career yet agian you fucking cunt? i'll give you a clue.. this time it is not going to fucking happen, i am exactly where i want to be in my life and you are not going to create choas, you are just playing fucking mindshit bullshit games and i have had enough of it... you want me to take a bus and eat my sunday shift thats fine... 120$ a month of my expense is going to come out of your child support.. go fuck yourself. i really thought you would have grown up by now but that would make sense but you are going to continue to be the immature cunt you have always been and always will be.. one day he will get wise to it and you will realize how you have affected his life and i will be the one that he doesn't hate and the one he confides in... till then keep digging the hole because one day he will see every letter and every picture and make his own decisions about everything.. he's 5 and he's already more mature than you.

Current Mood: Hostile

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