Justice League Unlimited

He's pretty happy today, first thing we did at fairview mall was pick him up a 3 pack of justice league superhero set.. so now he has cartoon supergirl, black green lantern John stewart and a blue and red version of captian atom, he's pretty happy about Captian atom, going on and on and on about captain atoms name being Nathaniel Adam, you'd think he was related to the superhero or something, it's cute to see something simple making him smile.. he's really excited to come to my house and have all his superheros and i am gonna send a few more home with his Wii, next game demanded to be bought, marvel allaince 2 with spiderman, i might buy it, see if he likes what the easter bunny brought him first. He's such a good kid, sometimes in my darkest of days all i need is him to turn things arounbd and realize that my life aint so bad, he's really the only thing that me and his mother need to keep us sane. the conversation we had today makes me finally think in turns of his upbringing we are finally on the same page. it took a while, but it's working. Their are a few things we have to work out but we are getting there in terms of behaviors and communication. he's getting really good at reading, nothing like seeing my 6 year old go to the libray and head directly for the comic books and having him read thru a stack of them for an hour, he's getting to be really good at reading, i think it's time to start his 10 cent comic collection.

Current Mood: Happy, Happy.
It is not easy to be crafty and winsome at the same time, and few accomplish it after the age of six

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Cowabunga.

Back to the job search i go... not really anything to do right now but play turtles smash up and watch tv so i decided to wander downtown and look for a job. I am feeling really good at the moment and trying to ride this positive feeling as long as it lasts and not let anything get me down. Current Mood: Positive. Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another.

Respite on the Spitalfeilds.

I get to hurt, that’s my curse. I feel everything. And it never goes away. It doesn’t matter if it’s peace of strife. I always miss him. He’s always there buried not so deep inside. Along side that in my heart lies hope. But right now, the price is simply too high to have him in my life. I’m not good with authority or conditions. And attempting controlling me has very negative conquences. So yeah, I’ll be here waiting. I should not hurt this much. Or be this sad. But it’s a fucking pain that never goes away except when it is replaced by anger. And I’m trying to fight that emotion off because bad things happen when I’m angry. And thats my secret Cap, I’m always angry. It’s what controls the hulk inside me from taking out an entire city block. I deserved better. This wasn’t the life I was promised. This is for sure not the life I promised my son. That was taken away from me. I’m not to blame. But I’ll be damned if suffers like an adult the way I had to. I will always be here b...

The Sinner.

I make no Bones that I’m a bad person, and I’m someone who has made mistakes. I take pride in being the bad guy, the villain and most of all a willing sinner. I will take full responsibility for all the things I have done. It’s the one thing I didn’t do I was convicted on. But that was my choice, when I make the gates of St. Peter or the gates of hell I can be judged. After all I have a throne waiting. I hold no illusions as to where I’m headed. The thing is people like you will join me there. I’ll see you on the seventh layer reserved for betrayers. The sad part is that if you remained a fucking ghost I would not have had an issue with you. But you had to make it fucking personal. Father Time has a long memory, and I don’t forget anything. You have some serious skeletons rattling in your closet and I can destroy you. I’m already dead, I’ve already been killed. One shot, Boom. Children’s aid won. Nothing you or anyone else can do, can hurt me. You can only hurt those I care about. And ...

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