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Leafs Suck!!!


The Joker: Do I really look like a guy with a plan? You know what I am? I'm a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it!

Living well is the best revenge. not that i am seeking revenge anymore. I am not. I am at peace with the things i can control, and i am dealing with the things that i cannot control. but I'm  having fun I'm living large as always. I did that anyways with or without money. I have adventures it doesn't matter if I am dirt poor or with money in the bank. I do things. i have good friends and family and that's all i need. there is something missing but that's on you're fucking terms. you've made that clear. but some adventures it's not even remotely you that im missing taking him to. 

I'm not going to stop living and enjoying myself just because i want you in my life. I'm perfectly fine without you, I always have been. this summer is going to be epic and you wont be there for a single second of it unless you change your mind. I'm still going to go ahead with my plans and do the things i said I'd do. balls in your court to tag along. if not no great loss.

Current Mood: Happy

 

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