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The Moment.



I've wined and dined with kings and queens and I've slept in alleys and dined on pork and beans.


It’s time to be Done. I’m done with drama. I’m done with bullshit. I don’t need anyone in my life using me. Not as an emotional support animal and not as cheap labour because I’m a popular character. It’s just time to be absolutely done with it. I have my hobbies and I have my life. I don’t need anyone being ungrateful and making me Miserable. I have enough of that in my life. 

I have good freinds and good family. That’s all I need. I don’t need to be a rock star or a white dwarf starlet. I’m not a starfucker. I never have been. I just dont care. People are people.

But if I’m made to feel like less than nothing it’s time to move on, and I feel very low after Working very hard this weekend. Some people are just ungrateful. I have a life and I’m low key windsor, con and toronto hamilton metal and indy scene famous all on my own. I don’t need any one else’s help to be me. I don’t want to be a rock star, I just want to live my life like one and party like one. I can do that solo and with my friend’s. 

No drama.

No Bullshit. 

I’m done. Goodbye. 

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