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New Super Mario Bros. Wii.


Feeling a little better, if you hadn't guessed by the name of this post Easter is No longer a problem, took in some old ps2 games that neither of us play anymore and traded up for new mario brothers and mario party 8... so I don't have to buy little man anything for easter which is pretty cool... games i don't play.. brand new games for an easter present still wrapped up... you tell me which was the better idea. now all i have to do is buy some chocolate bunnies Hahaha. I found out today I might be getting full time nights for a while because someone is going on vacation the more I think about even if it affects me in the short term, it probaly is a positive. I still have to think about myself and my son first but maybe just maybe if i can turn a dark morning into a productive afternoon things can and will change this year for me.. i am defintley feeling the need to break out of the shell i have currently been in.. i shouldn't just accept things as they are there is a needfor personal and political change in my life... i need to become more active in the things I believe in.

Current Mood: Optimistic.
There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick them up.

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