The Shortest Straw III

When you are swimming in success, a lot of fake friends would show up in your life. But when things get hard, you would think that all those unfriendly friends probably lost your phone number by accident, because you would barely or never hear from them again. So be wise with the caliber of people that you keep in your inner circle.

I don't care if I have known you for twenty minutes or for 25+ plus years, If you are in my way and creating drama in my life you will be fucking broomed out of my life faster than you can spit. I am finally finding some true happiness in my life and I don't need the sycophants and hangers on that have populated my life surrounding me, I know exactly who was there and who wasn't in my darkest hours and exactly why I do and do not associate with certain people... it's really time for my close myself down to people I have been keeping at arms length and people I don't know anymore... i have my inner circle and people that will never ever fucking leave it because they have always had my back, but for the ones that are constant thorn's in my side they are going to be exorcised from my life... i'm too old and have too many battles to fight to deal with other peoples immature drama... it's time for me to be around people that are around me for me, and the me that they know i can be, I don't need false friends that only need me around when they want something or that are jealous because i have a new partner... it's time to focus on only the interpersonal relationships that are fucking important to me and solid, not the drifters that come in and out of my life when they need something.

Current Mood: Still happy, But bitter.

A negative and toxic person never feels teased with the genuine presence of the pretenders in his network and he always feels pleased with the absence of the genuine leader in his circle.

Fake friends; those who only drill holes under your boat to get it leaking; those who discredit your ambitions and those who pretend they love you, but behind their backs they know they are in to destroy your legacies.

A hand that helps to make a person understand his true stand than supporting him to defend his wrong position in any given situation is only of his best friend.

Sometimes your dearest friend whom you reveal most of your secrets to becomes so deadly and unfriendly without knowing that they were not really your friend

Comments

Cowabunga.

Back to the job search i go... not really anything to do right now but play turtles smash up and watch tv so i decided to wander downtown and look for a job. I am feeling really good at the moment and trying to ride this positive feeling as long as it lasts and not let anything get me down. Current Mood: Positive. Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another.

Respite on the Spitalfeilds.

I get to hurt, that’s my curse. I feel everything. And it never goes away. It doesn’t matter if it’s peace of strife. I always miss him. He’s always there buried not so deep inside. Along side that in my heart lies hope. But right now, the price is simply too high to have him in my life. I’m not good with authority or conditions. And attempting controlling me has very negative conquences. So yeah, I’ll be here waiting. I should not hurt this much. Or be this sad. But it’s a fucking pain that never goes away except when it is replaced by anger. And I’m trying to fight that emotion off because bad things happen when I’m angry. And thats my secret Cap, I’m always angry. It’s what controls the hulk inside me from taking out an entire city block. I deserved better. This wasn’t the life I was promised. This is for sure not the life I promised my son. That was taken away from me. I’m not to blame. But I’ll be damned if suffers like an adult the way I had to. I will always be here b...

The Sinner.

I make no Bones that I’m a bad person, and I’m someone who has made mistakes. I take pride in being the bad guy, the villain and most of all a willing sinner. I will take full responsibility for all the things I have done. It’s the one thing I didn’t do I was convicted on. But that was my choice, when I make the gates of St. Peter or the gates of hell I can be judged. After all I have a throne waiting. I hold no illusions as to where I’m headed. The thing is people like you will join me there. I’ll see you on the seventh layer reserved for betrayers. The sad part is that if you remained a fucking ghost I would not have had an issue with you. But you had to make it fucking personal. Father Time has a long memory, and I don’t forget anything. You have some serious skeletons rattling in your closet and I can destroy you. I’m already dead, I’ve already been killed. One shot, Boom. Children’s aid won. Nothing you or anyone else can do, can hurt me. You can only hurt those I care about. And ...

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