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Batteries Recharged.


So my vacation is over and I am back at home dealing with the vow of poverty and the political bullshit at work agian, seems like i need to take a step backwards to go forwards.... there are some major decisions to be made and they may no longer reflect hamilton in any significant way in the very near future.. i have the choice to leave for Windsor and a conversation reflecting that will be happening very soon. also i have a job interview in port colborne on friday, so even tho i feel i have made a life here i also feel that the longer i continue here i will end up completely burning out and going away for a week will no longer leave me feeling refreshed, that being said i plan to take the little one on another vacation at the end of the summer to windsor and just hang out with him and my real fucking freinds in windsor, certian people this week proved their worthyness and other's will end up cast aside as I do not need certain influnces in my life at this point. I had a great time and weill not be waiting another 4 years to hang out with my pals.

Current Mood: Refreshed.
William H. Bonney, also known as 'Billy the Kid' continued to ride, never leaving New Mexico. He was caught in Fort Sumner by Sheriff Pat Garret and killed. Sources report that he was unarmed, and shot in the dark. He was buried with Charley Bowdre at Old Fort Sumner. Advices report that sometime later, an unidentified person snuck into the graveyard and chiseled an inscription. The epitaph read only one word... 'Pals'.

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