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The Thomas Table.


Only 6 months after i Dropped 200$ bucks on it, the Thomas table is finally put together and it is sitting in the corner of his room, i had to do some rearranging of his room and move his tv and stuff but i'm pretty happy the way it's looking, The roundhouse is put together and all i have to do now is put together the track peices, looking forward to the weekend and leaving las vegas (aka hamilton) come monday morning.. windsor is going to kick all kind of ass. I'm so happy and he will be too... he's been bugging for that toy for so long and his mother's nonsense is the only reason it was ever not put together. of course i'm glad it's at my house she would have never put it together and it's likely it would have gotten destroyed, i'm already thinking about buying a black Wii, because i don't trust the way she takes care of things or my son. Of course, as long as i do a good job, i'm the better parent. we'll see, looking forward top the weekend even if it rains.

Current mood: Satisfyed.
There are two lasting bequests we can give our children. One is roots. The other is wings.

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