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..And people are starting to wonder why I don't give a shit about my job anymore, I mean why should I when I am trying to get someone to do the expected routine and he is refusing and then you come in and cut my fucking balls off, no that's all right little boy please go to school late, we won't give you a consquence for being late. No wonder these kids don't fucking respect us. Management allows them to walk all over us even in the new house. And then to hear if this little thing isn't done in terms of cleaning there may not be hours for me anymore? I mean i understand to clean the place but i think the fucking dishes and the garbage baskets can wait till they go to school don't you think? I've already been laid off for no reason once this year.. you wanna take away my ours and/or fire me for not cleaning up because i'm too busy preparing breakfast and lunches for someone who's slacking off and is not taking responibility for himself? I mean who will answer to his fucking workers at the CAS or the Ministry? Yeah I think we know exactly whose gonna be the one crucified on that cross when push come to shove and we know that it won't be a member of management. you want to fire me? you wanna lay me off agian? just make sure my fuking ROE is in within a week... I'm tired of this fucking bullshit and nonsense. maybe i should just go home to Niagara and try and eek out a living flipping burgers full time... here's the joke I'd probaly make more money... better than this mickey mouse organization.

Current Mood: Angry.
Maybe you don't like your job, maybe you didn't get enough sleep, well nobody likes their job, nobody got enough sleep. Maybe you just had the worst day of your life, but you know, there's no escape, there's no excuse, so just suck up and be nice.

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