You know it's kinda nice to have a happy moment once in a while and not have the weight of the world on my shoulders and just hang out at home and play lego games with the neighbors.....It was a very nice feeling and reminded me how much i Miss my own kid, esp. when the inqustive little fellow asked me where he was going to go to school here and telling me he wanted him to go to his school, almost made me bawl my eyes out in tears.... I picked the right place in Dundas I am sure, when this is all over those two are going to become fast freinds... It mad me sad to tell him that I didnt want him to live with me full time but just enough to hang out on weekends, maybe do karate and hanging out in the summer...but It will all work out soon and I am moving forward towards that goal... There's not enough time to always be angry and vengeful sometimes it's just got about those little moments of happiness.... I'm hoping that soon I'll be able to share more with both the little fellow upstairs and my little man.. but for a little bit, I forgot my troubles for an afternoon.
Current Mood: Happy.
Happiness comes in small doses folks. It's a cigarette butt, or a chocolate chip cookie or a five second orgasm. You come, you smoke the butt you eat the cookie you go to sleep wake up and go back to fucking work the next morning, THAT'S IT! End of fucking list!
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