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This Is War III

The Battle is Not over.... But the End is drawing Near... There is only so much left to do and only so many excuses left.. As long as I am determined and move forward and Provide the light that I am searching for...I can See the end of this dark tunnel, I tire quickly of the fight and the Games...But it is a noble fight... I've never been one to back down from anything, and today and this battle is no exception, this is just a game and It has been one for the last 8 years... The reality is that it will never be over... but every move is just a counter balance to her next move...but as Long as I keep strong and never let it defeat me I will never be truly defeated, it's about resolve, it's about the kind of man I am. I hoping today is good news, but either way it's just another step fucking forward.

Current Mood: Anxiety
“Each time a person stands up for an ideal, or acts to improve the lives of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope.”
― Robert F. Kennedy

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