When I walk away and never look back... That's the fucking way things are. You were the only exception to that and we had our reasons... But if you hurt me this time. We are done. I won't be looking back.
I am no one's back up plan or replacement.i refuse to be. Im just fine on my own and I have a happy life without you. You have a connection to me that will never go away, but I learned to live without you on my life once. I can learn to do it agian. I refuse to be used, emotionally or otherwise.
I've always loved you, I can't turn it on and off like you can. It fucking hurts... It will till the day I die. Maybe that's the solution. Too bad I'm not that kind of coward... Plus obviously I'm not burdening my son with that, he's had enough happen in his little life. It's not worth it too add anymore.
I'll always be here and I'll always answer the damn phone. You're my weakness and I know it. But I wish I wasn't so damn broken.
It's always going to be all or nothing with you. For once I am choosing nothing.
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