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Back For War II: No Quarter.

Is your cause just, or is that ''just'' what you tell yourself?

Thing's have changed and there is a very new dynamic in this battle, another unexpected chess move to gain an advantage for god knows what reason, however I have a good poker face, and this is not a Game we are playing for my son's Soul, This Is fucking War. Brutal, unapologetic and Bloody, it's just War. Who gives a Fuck how much It has changed, At the End there can only be one of us standing tall and the other will be ashes upon the ground, Defeated. it doesn't matter which one of us wins because the battle is there to be fought, My only wish from all of this is that he knows how hard i tried and how hard I fought for him, But I'll be Damned if i go down doing anything but fighting. it's time to go home and not be distracted by everything else in my life and commit myself to a single fucking Goal, It's time to end this fucking War. It's time for people both on my side and against me to show some fear and to understand that there are only Two people In control of this chess game. I'm Done being manipulated by her and By the system. Yes, a clever game has been fucking played, but it's time for that to end. it's time Have all of our ducks in a row and it's time to be prepared for the final battle, no matter what you have up your Sleeve. it's time for this to end, Even if it means I have to end you. It's time to give you exactly what you have given me, No quarter, no surrender, no compromises. it's time to meet you and your fucking Mind games head on, the difference between me and you is that i was always fight the battle for my son with honor, while you, I'm not exactly what you're concept of honor or love or even respect is anymore, Since I've said from day one all we all are is possessions to you, Something for you to control, well I want you to think about something, What happens on the day you can no longer Control him? I'm prepared for that day that he might hate me, but I won't be the only target of his hatred, Are you prepared for him to hate you as well, Are you? At least in my case he will know that i fought for him and never backed down and never fuckin ever gave up, no matter the fuckin odds, I'm always best when the odds are stacked against me, i don't fear anything or anyone, never have, and I'm more than prepared to fight, it's the only skill I have left.

Current Mood: Determined
Current Music: The Day The Whole World Went Away,Nine Inch Nails

With reasonable men, I will reason; with humane men I will plead; but to tyrants I will give no quarter, nor waste arguments where they will certainly be lost.

Damnation seize my soul if I give you quarters, or take any from you.

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