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Never Fade Away

I am here, I am me... I am not going any place, the person I am is the person that is always going to be the one standing, beside Him and against you.... Never Fading away... It doesn't matter where I've been, where I came from, It only matters exactly who i am at this very moment and What that represents... you can't destroy me with ancient history and you can't take away my happiness, because I am so much more without you than anything I ever was when I was with you.... I will watch the world burn and I will watch everything you have so carefully placed in my path as they tumble down like dominoes, You choose to play the game, I will not show any mercy I have no Reason to anymore.. I have made my fucking choice to stand against you, there is no more appeasement, there is no more reason to reach a peaceful solution i swore a long time ago to never speak to you again, any further conversation will be done thru the lawyer's and/or third party's. after this one last Battle it will be the Last of the war.... there is No longer a reason to Care about you when you have taken everything that matter's to me... I count down the days.. the glove is on the other fist now.... My Turn.

Current Mood: Determined.
Don't try to be a great man. Just be a man, and let history make its own judgements.

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