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Doctor Stein.



I have enough two faced people in my personal

Life. This costume shit or not I don’t need any more. I walked away from conventions with money on the fucking table with my store. I have no problem doing so with something I do for free. It’s fun but it doesn’t define me. Esp when I’m being used by someone who is attacking things I hold dear and attacking my personal beliefs.


I don’t do toxic and negative people. It’s time to be out. I treasure my mental health more than my multiple hobbies and this is one I no longer I need anymore. 


I have enough selfish self absorbed people I have to deal with in my real life on a regular basis. I don’t need plastic fucking con people people putting me on as well. And trust me i can read you fuckers like a phone book. You’re really easy to tell how fake you are. And the lot of you are fake with no soul or emotion.


Everything I do is with soul and emotion. Sometimes even Love. 


One thing I don’t tolerate is hate and racism from anyone. And when someone is very clear that they are doing so. I ghost them. I’m done being tolerant about people. Even if I agree with them on some points. There is no place for hate. 


I don’t deal with selfish and self absorbed people even if they are people I am very close to. I shut that down and walk away. To have someone that is on the outskirts of that and barely someone I do anything but tolerate, yeah you might want to beware Frankenstein’s monster. 


It wont end well. 

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